you live with a mask on
hiding everything you know
showing everyone what you want
the real you doesn’t even show
you make a lie possible
no matter who it’s to
stretching the truth is easy
it comes naturally to you
no matter the people who care
whether its your friends or family
you hide behind this mask
take it off…i mean really
it may be a wall or front
but it’s not who you really are
who you are is amazing
your better without by far
…i dont want to dream anymore. the reality is overwhelming. but damn the dreams are all to real…i’ve never set goals in my life. if i did i’d be up all night like i have been. i’m scared. =|
reality is one thing
dreaming is another
but when they both start
its nothing but pressure
you see reality with experience
dreams are from your heart
to describe the feelings within
there’s no thought of where to start
I attempt to change and fail,
give a chance and feel only frail.
open up my heart to anything,
and i only receive nothing.
life isn’t led by a smooth road,
that or even a light load.
hearts can be crushed and divide,
because people have changed and lied.
there are ones i love most in my life,
but cause me heartache and strife.
i think of the failures ive done,
they keep coming one by one.
i can’t find these answers at all,
ive fallen so low i’ve began to crawl.
to give happiness is all i want,
so i give up my own and put up a front.
its the only thing i care for,
so important to me ill wage war.
what do i do when nothing is clear,
and it feels like the end is the only thing near.
can’t figure things out and the pieces are getting kinda edgy,
my thoughts are going crazy and it’s started getting messy.
i want to have trust but then again i have tried
i keep coming back tho all you’ve done is lied.
i want to have one thing i can hold on to
but i have learned theres only one thing thats true.
holding on and believing in only your sole being
is most likely the only thing you’ll really be seeing.
when you try to be a person you want in return
there is only one thing you are going to learn.
only you can be that person you would like to see
cus only one can be on this planet with you and me.
when your told one thing with the knowledge of what’s right,
why change the outcome and knock it clear out of sight.
do the think you know best and be the person you are,
don’t let other peoples mistakes effect your wish upon a star.
when you look you to someone it’s with everything you know,
meaning that your bond at heart is what tends to grow.
following what they do in footsteps more defined than ever,
what’s what i’m doing which i’ve found not to be very clever.
we may all make mistakes, some forgiving and others not,
but to take the good in the end is one never lost or forgot.
finding what’s best in the long run is better than none,
why learn nothing, when something wrong has been done.
things may not add up but life still goes on without you,
keep thoughts of what’s right and the worse will be through.
be what and who you are and that’s all someone can ask,
trying may be the hardest part but it’s just another task.
lol, i tend to be that kind of person =Dim listening to country more! oh noes! damn u matt ur rubbin off on me >.<
fail L2 Rock
could but…that not what the point of the sentence is.my heart sinks,
every time i think of her,
i get butterflies,
why, is what i wonder.
im just myself,
more is what i wish to be,
but being who i am
is what tends to set her free.
why do i get these feelings,
i want the answers,
the feeling of sorrow,
but happiness with no asures.
i second guess,
ever first decision,
i don’t want to bother,
bugging her with precision.
i’d love to know the truth,
but i can’t find the words to ask,
i have this gift of saying,
but this one’s a hard task.
a dificult puzzle,
i can’t put together,
i dont know if i can,
its clear like bad weather.my heart sinks,
every time i think of her,
i get butterflies,
why, is what i wonder.
im just myself,
more is what i wish to be,
but being who i am
is what tends to set her free.
why do i get these feelings,
i want the answers,
the feeling of sorrow,
but happiness with no assures.
i second guess,
ever first decision,
i don’t want to bother,
bugging her with precision.
i’d love to know the truth,
but i can’t find the words to ask,
i have this gift of saying,
but this one’s a hard task.(could u put grasp here?)
a dificult puzzle,
i can’t put together,
i dont know if i can,
its as clearlike(<—scratch that) as bad weather.
